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This is my first entry in this diary. If you wanna know who I am, go look at my profile. Hail and welcome...

This entry will probably just end up as a teenagers 'im so in love shit', but so be it.

In the weekend that was I attended R�D UNDOM's( a norwegian socialist youth party, RED YOUTH) feminst festival, and there I met a person I thought I never meet, a person that was perfect... I had talked to him via a norwegian gay/bi/lesbian dating site(Radiator before I met him, and was really exited about this, 'finally we shall meet!'.

And we did... He lives i B�d�, which is pretty far from where I live(Larvik), so it's imposibble to see him even monthly with my economy, unless I rob a bank or something, which I almost am capable of now. You see, I did't show him my feeling before sunday, the last day we where there, and.. yea... I don't know... we kissed, it was a clumpsy kiss from my side though- I was so nervous and, ... so happy.. oh.. fuck... Anyway I have never felt so happy in a very long time, and my everyday life I go throug experiencing it quite sad, and longing for love. So now, here it is, love, right in my lap. BANG! But did I screw it? I have no idea... It seemed to me that had at least some of the same felings i have for him, since we kissed and all(ohh. how clumpsy of me... *blush*) but I haven't talked to him since that(which was yesterday btw), so I don't know how he feels about all this. So now I cross my fingers, and hope. Even though a relationship is almost impossible beacause of the distance, but if he is intressted, I can be happy, have something to live for, to wake up for, to care about.

My sweet prince.. you are the one... Perfect in anyway, I hope that I had you yesterday, so I could wash my cares away. Perfect in anyway, so lovely life fades away. My sweet prince...

The way he called me LUCY(little faggy me,hehe), his eyes, his gentle touch, his lovely soul, his perfect body... ah... how I long...
He's the guy with he sunglasses, and I am the one who looks like a piece of shit. The girl is another great person I met there, a wonderfull being!

*Sigh*

Untill Then,
Lucy Boyslut as Evil Ninja kYm

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